fake blood stains skin

:D!
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
i can't wait!

short post
because my neck hurts from sitting up too long and i need a brew and i have to tidy up a bit and i'd like to play with coco for a bit
i haven't given him much attention tonight
miow
bloc party and him tomorrow
ah i'll try and sleep
but i reckon it's going to be a big fat fail!

niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight <3

i'm

watching juno, dressing gown, cookie dough ice cream <3

sorry all that i haven't updated as daily, weekly, monthly as usual
year 11 is so tiring i just haven't had it in me to do much!
so much work during the day that tires you out and then so much homework
i've been up till about 1 a.m every morning
you get the picture!
i'm a living zombie!
but it's friday = weekend = relax

brb putting the icecream back in the freezer before it melts everywhere and my mum will be like jkehfeiufheqjsj

i have had such a good idea for a new blog but keeping it under wraps whilst i develop it

my mum and i went on the monthly shop today and she bought some gladioli (really quite a nice looking flower)
i was reading the tag on it when i noticed it said 'could be dangerous to cats'
do cats even eat flowers?
it made me laugh anyway
psycho cat meet your contender!

x

first blonde. first love.

i can't wait!

and when he asked me 'do you still love me?' i had to look away, i didn't want to tell him that my heart grows colder with each day

some

people can be so possessive and selfish and only have one point of view.. theirs
but i've realised i don't care anymore!
i'm coming back!

music can put you in the best mood ever
well close to it, sat here smiling

it's so strange
we click so so well
i'm so glad we're speaking
i miss you almost unbearably
only that person will know i'm on about them
if you think i might be talking about you, you're wrong
you'll know for certain if you're that person

i'm on the road to recovery in terms of health
last night i was having a meal with my mum and her friend ray
i went on a walk for half an hour part way through because of stomach pains
stomach pains so bad i couldn't eat desert
and that's...pretty terrible!
even if you'e full to the brim after having a sunday roast or xmas dinner you always(!) have room for desert
even if it means un-doing a few buttons
but yes i'm good now
burning some lavender incense sticks
on my last one
must get some more

i just remembered from yesterday complaining about a slug
i hate slugs!
we were in carnforth at ingleton falls you see
and at this time of the year there are lots of slugs
it was so pretty.. slugs or not
it's one of my favourite places :)
my mum said the predictable, 'what has it done to you? it won't hurt you'
i said it hurt me visually
i got one of those motherly tuts
how i love those tuts
tut tut tut

there were 2 men stood by the bus stop i was at today and they looked a bit rough, swearing like sailors, from newcastle i picked up on
i thought they were waiting for a taxi and had been stood there a long time
i offered to order them a whiteside taxi
he was like 'nahhhhhhhh love s'alrite we're waitin for a jail taxi if yano what i mean'
well i'm mingling with the criminals now
but hahahahahaha whiteside taxis
oh noes
i got chatting with them and they were actually real nice!
apparently they're out of jail in 3 weeks and can go home
i didn't dare ask what they were doing time for
maybe they have a tough exterior but are really soft on the inside
like a kinder bueno

everyone should have a listen to matt nathanson
just discovered him now
nice!




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so sorry i haven't updated my blog in over a week!
i've not been in the mood at all to write anything about what's been going on in my world

i really didn't want to write about this first but it's the main thing that's happened
fallen out with my dad for definately not the first but maybe the last time
seriously though i have had enough
i'm getting angry typing right now thinking about him!
my mum says it's just how he is and that he'll never change and i'm sick of tiptoe-ing around him
well maybe that's not the word i should use
i'm not sneaking around but when i'm with him i can't be myself
and after 15 years of existance and being around him i shouldn't have to do that
i do love him but sometimes i just think i'm only sticking around so he can pay for my school fees
i really shouldn't have to think about this
i wish i had a nuclear family sometimes
it would be so so so much easier
i wouldn't have to pack up my life and switch houses every couple of days
i wouldn't have to solve arguments all the time between them
oh the list could go on and on!

update on the boys front - non existant

however i'm nice and full from my banana on toast and cup of tea
i'm feeling a bit swiney today
full of a cold, keep sneezing and my throat's all clogging
great stuff!

about half an hour i heard a massive crash downstairs
and i was like oh god oh god who's breaking in!/what's happening!/what's the cat done!
all the thoughts that went through my head
i even had a horrible image of my dad coming in and killing me
(tehehehehe)
looking through all the rooms in the house and finally found the culprit of the noise
an old picture had fallen off the wall and smashed
it wasn't even the nail falling out the wall or anything just the string on the back which held it up had snapped
i have a feeling i'm going to be blamed for it even though i was two flights up but nevermind
only god can judge me . . hahaha

i had my hair dyed yesterday this lighter colour
i was sat in the hairdressers and they told me the dye had to be left on for an hour and i just giggled and said 'no, really?'
..they weren't joking
just had to sit reading about things i didn't remotely care about
ie. katie price
fuck off fuck off fuck off
but i'm pretty pleased with it!
when i was walking through town later these 2 chav boys were behind me
one said GINGER and then the other hit him and said he liked the colour
i just walked off laughing :)
it was full of punks because it's the rebellion festival
some looked really good but some looked really naff
really really naff
but ja! i wanna go next year i think
i had no idea it was on this year until i got into town with a floral dress on
... i fitted in loads

anyway i'm going to go do stuff



x

i'm so confused
i don't like this
one bit
i hate it when i think into things in depth because more often than not i end up expecting the worst outcome

i'm hungry, restless and need a cuddle to be honest!

food, bath, book, bed!

x

update:
put herbert on the window sill for water and when i came back after getting something to eat he'd gone
i am truly saddened, my little one eyed friend may be lost in the wilderness of lancashire

today i went to town and spent all my money which i said i wouldn't
but there we go!
got the ink for the pen and some other bits and bobs
but yes i'm truly spent up
i even had to borrow some money for my bus fare
oh nina

my bus journey there i found hilarious
i must have looked a right tit sat on the back seats on my own cackling :')
first thing that set me off was a guy that came on and he looked like an older version of the guy in stewart little
his owner with the glasses
twin or what!
then a quite plump ginger child was at the next bus stop we were approaching and he was blatently waggling his arms about in the air for the bus to stop which looked funny in the first place
but the fact the bus drove right past him and he started legging it after the bus made it that little bit more amusant
it just gets a bit childish from then on to be honest
......
but hey ho it kept me occupied!

mum and boyfriend have split up
i don't know if i'm happy about that or not
he seemed nice enough to me but my mum's explained
she's a 'milf', any takers?

walking for the bus home through town with the gang
about 60 lambrettas and vespas went past and parked up outside the theatre
well i was extatic
it has sparked my craze for them again
got pictures, just need to upload them
saw a snazzy silver and white one
i really want the mod era to be revived properly
not just the odd fred pezza polo
sometimes i wish i was born in the 50's so i'd be able to have 'amphetamine-fuelled all-nighters' and dance along to the yardbirds :(
oh well
you can only wish i suppose

anyway i'm tired and i have to be up early tomorrow
learning to skateboard!
hope i don't look too butch carrying the board to the prom
might just take a massive bag to hide it until it's needed
night bloggers


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whilst you're out to play, do you think i ' m g o i n g t o w a i t?

i have a bird called herbert!
i was walking my dog when i found a little bird on his side with a broken wing
well i carried him round on my journey
he's in a padded out urban outfitters box watching t4 on the beach now
he likes the saturdays and beth ditto however he doesn't like n-dubz
he turned around in his box and shunned them when they came on hahaha... anyway, i'm going to nurse him until he gets better

expecting a lie in this morning i was rudely awoken at 9:30 am and whisked off to the lake district
dad told me it was a farm show we were going to but when i got there it was a car show
liar liar pants on fire
i was cold, hungry and pretty tired nevermind bored but i think i'd just put myself in a negative mindset
i ended up really enjoying it although i ate a sharp chip and it scratched my throat
i saw my dream car
i've always wanted a mustang but this was the most beautiful 1967 for mustang i'd ever seen!
it was a metallic forest green and in really good nic!
i saw a whippet that was the spitting image of Cameron Diaz and bought a fountain pen from the 70s that has a bladder pump thing inside it so i need to buy a pot of ink
i can see me getting it everywhere

i'm totally gay for sophie ellis bextor
wish i had her cheek bones

anyway i'm gonna go get ready
have to go to a 21st in preston tonight
'smart casual'
.. ... .

whatever that means



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maybe

i should start training for the olympics
for i have proved i'm pretty damn good at badminton
...in comparison to the 'j meister' anyway ;)
j meister vs. n dubz
oh man!

i have growing pains in my shins which are keeping me awake
however i'm not very tired anyway so i'm not going to complain too much

was watching the tv last night and i had a revelation!
there was an advert for people in africa needing a bit of germ free h20
and the same old same old 'has to walk 2 hours, bare foot for safe drinking water' came up
WELL here's the crafty mind shower i had
(i am politically correct. well getting there..)
why don't they move their little mudhouses next to the river!?
they could even have a little moat around their cosy abode
see
if only people thought of simple ways to resolve the problem instead of ones ever so in depth
ie. unisex, unisize mud skates which get them there quicker

my shins are easing off so i shall try and get an early night
well as early as 2:20 am gets



x

sick

of being walked all over
i know who my real friends are now and i'll stick by them as they've stuck by me
i've become so good at reading people and i'm going to start using that to my advantage
so that in the long run i won't get inevitably hurt
of late i haven't been my true self
i've been so so stupid and only just realised, you can't even imagine
i'll be back to my old self soon who i haven't seen for awhile nor have many others
i'm working towards it
i promise



x

sat

at work, ipod's frozen, back ache, that little bit very bored
go figure my mood!

i am an optimist, honestly

hi josh nicol
i know you're reading my blog
brew soon, disney kid?
love you, x

tehehehehehe

apparently swine flu has hit mcdonalds in fleetwood
oh noes
what if someone sneezed inside a happy meal!?
should have on the side of the box:
comes with free toy and swine flu
silly pandemics
i don't like diseases
i'm quite the hypochondriac
c'est merde

closing time at the office now so i shall update you later, mon amies




x

i

thought it was tuesday today
i was very sure of it and looking forward to orange wednesday tomorrow
oh pooooooey

x

can you disconnect the feeling factory?

what a

pickle!

the wedding was really beautiful!
after a 2 hour journey there with a naff ipod it was really worth it
the church was so lovely and over 800 years old
here's the part where the boffin comes out of me haha
if you add me on facebook you'll be able to see the pictures
- 'nina harrison'
was more than snap happy at the event

dyed my hair and ended up picking an auburn box up instead
i got nervous when i was actually at the shelf and 'caved'
but i like it like this now so :)

<3

had a tasty bbq today
trekked to the beach to have it but when we got there it was SO windy
too windy so me and simo ended up just taking off our shoes and paddling in the sea
over exaggerating a graze to be a jellyfish sting
i offered to wee on it to sooth it and he rapidly changed his theory on how the mark came about :D
silly me wore heels and worst came to worst
i got a blister and had to take my shoesies off
simo really was a superman at this point and offered to take his shoes off too so that i didn't feel i looked as much of a tit on my own with no shoes on
so off we trotted back to his for the bbq shoeless
endlessly stepping on little stones but nevertheless it was funny


oh yes and whilst we were sat outside a little arcade on the prom an old man came up behind me and sniffed my hair
i was clueless what had happened until i was told
how very strange
only in blackpool

i would very much like a little louis vuitton bag but if i did have one i reckon everyone would think it's fake
because to be quite frank .. most are
so is there much point in getting one?

anyway zz time for me!



x

i'm

going to dye my hair red
i've decided
watched a bit of series 3 skins and again i've fallen in love with the twins's hair colour so!
it's gonna have to be done after friday though because i have a wedding to go to
and i don't think they'd appreciate the colour at such an important event!

i absolutely hate accusations
making the minority a majority
h8 u 2k9




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do

not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain do not rain

i

miss you which is shit
because you're a shit
shit

my cat is ill :(

i know this because since i've been home i found him sat in my gym bag
and he hasn't got out for 2 hours
this isn't normal because he doesn't like bags
unless they're tesco's bags for life which smell wheaty

just smacked my head on the attic roof
djskhdjefeJ
i hope i don't die like that woman did who was skiing
i'm worrying now
oh noes!

today i went to the sandcastle swimmin'
was fun fun
a very sexy lifeguard splashed me and got my hair wet
i wasn't too pleased but i let him off because..he was sexy (?)

mum's found a new boyfriend!
he's nice and has a farm!
moooooooooooo
they said i can go milk some cows if i wanted
i love how they said it as if it was a general hobby of mine

the head ache is coming

had a gig on friday night at west coast in blackpool
was pretty good
i sung ma heart out and yeah
was good!
had some well funny company my ribs hurt loads

oh fucking hell get kelly clarkson off the speakers
stupid neighbours
i could spit on them from my window
but no
i'm a classy lady of course

i'm going to go find some food
that macademia nut cookie hasn't left a pleasant taste in my mouth
yuk

can someone donate me an ipod?
pretty please?

x

gym wear is practical for rollerskating
going again tomorrow
it shall be my new hobby <3



x

i bought

harry a music star tamagotchi for his birthday on tuesday.
he's already neglected it and it's died.

oh harry




x

your a slice

of my pie which i calll looooooove'
i swear some of things i say should be on key rings

bloody knackered!
had a crappy sleep last night
tried to get an early night because i had to get up early this morning so hit the pillow 10:30 on the dot
then from 2 am on i kept waking up hourly and just looking at my phone clock trying to decipher which number the hand was pointing to
2,3,4,5,6,7,8,up

went to mancunia today
was a bit boring to be honest
BUT i saw marcus! god knows how i spotted him out the whole swarm of civilians but i did
i bet he's reading this smiling now
hi mega shark, love giant octopus<3
anyway
got my cartilage re-pierced at the top of my ear
throbbing so much and i keep getting my hair caught in the back of it
neighbours will hear an occasional yelp for the next couple of weeks!
the guy who did my ear was dead nice
he was called george
he had nice tattoos
tehehehehe
bought fuck all though except some new white pumps which were a necessity at the time
because
1) i was crippled from these silly heels and 2) i just fancied some pumps to be honest
my feet feel like burning rocks from the firey pits of hell at the moment
ba-jesus!

why am i listening to this shitty jap-pop?

found a well nice shop in china town today
(love how i just thought of it in relation to jap pop. china and japan are different countries in their own right i know i know)
it was full of lovely stuff
was an arty crafty shop
i wanted all the origami paper and little pens and the stickers
'kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'
i wouldn't mind owning a shop like that one day
it would be fun
i don't get why there was a mega expensive buddha for sale in there though
but i'm not complaining

i'd upload some pictures from the past few events that i haven't updated you on
but
i can't be bothered getting out of bed




x

passion

pit<3

sorry blog i know i've been neglecting you but there has been good cause, busy busy life!

banging head ache right now and i should go to bed but
can't be bothered
i need to stop before i fall into the abyss of lazyness!
i'll pull myself out it's alright

actually no
night





x

wrote

a chorus for a song today and the beginning
no guitar to sort it out though
just had to hum
it's all alone in my dad's boot
poor thing

it is absolutely boiling
opened a window but alas!
i hate it too cold and i hate it too hot
i like it just right and hot
but i like it in the winter when you can be all cosy and wrap up in lots of layers

my new lava lamp is so pretty
it's not even a lava lamp really
well it is
but it's all clear so no lava bubbles
but lots of silver glitter floating about
i would say i enjoy it much
mum shouted at me for setting it up in my room
it was meant to be a potential present for someone
ooooops
it's mine now

got lots of free clothes today off burn n violet from their range coming out summer '10!
i love this cropped yellow maccish jacket
i.e. like a mac
i was looking for one like that but a long one for winter
so the cropped one will be good for summer i suppose!
loved this sailor jacket thing but i couldn't have that because it was the only sample they had apparently which was being developed :(
can have it in august though, ja ja

i really need a new ipod
mine is all cracked and looks like a pile of shit now
plus it only plays out of one headphone
the headphones aren't even broken
i've tried three pairs with it and it's the same all the time
it's over a year old though so i can't take it back
but the tesco's lady who i'm sure does have a name and a life but she will remain known as the tesco's lady at the present said i could try ringing apple to see if they could do it anyway
i wonder if it's automated
because the company is all like hi tech
they might even ave robots on the phone
iRobot! that's uncanny!
i'm sat here giggling now
i need to stop laughing at myself when it's not funny :(

still here, still boiling

wish i'd gone to this gig
not that i was crazy about going or anything but it would have been something to do
i would like to go to the cinema soon
haven't been in awhile and the last thing i saw was lesbian vampire killers which...wasn't the best film i've seen(?)
i'm not really into watching shit films with the only women in it being slightly over top heavy
i like watching horrors in cinema's
you see all the gore in good detail
so it's more ewwww and fun
i sound like a devil child now
i'm not
really i'm not

i forgot how much i liked city and colour!
just come on on shuffle
oh good-o!

on that note i shall love you and leave you



x

monday!


x

it

iz free ay-em in da mornin
wuh am i doin up

x

if i could

erase the pain, maybe you'd feel the same?
just found a dead good artist!

ah need to do my rs project and biology for tomorrow
don't think it's going to happen to be honest
the paper is just sat there looking at me
my room is a tip and i need to be tidying that
so much to do so little time

tried tennis and high jump for the first time in ages today!
in high jump the main reason for failure is lack of confidence
i was good at getting over them until i knocked it off
from then on it all went a bit downhill
couldn't do it again
apparently i need to do it for school sports day next tuesday
god help me!
die die die

i love the sound of rain
so calming
pitter patter on my window

i don't think i feel the same way

i'm going to go on account of i need to do this pissing work and the laptop is burning a hole in my leg



x

'you're

not allowed to touch the queen but i always lick the back of her head when it comes to stamps'
have i got news for you is fabulous

pierce brosnan was a looker in his day!





yes i have been watching tv all night


x

my ankles

look like the guy's in house of wax
when they get all chopped up
stupid converse
just had a bath and it hurt so much getting in but then i shaved over the cut and when i got out
fuck me, agony!

my hair has grown loads
no split ends for once :D
getting my fringe trimmed this afternoon
i hate going into toni and guy because i always think people are judging you
thinking something like 'oh my god, what shit hair' etc

yesterday my niece and nephew came to the office
and my niece, katie, who's just 3 was crying and look a bit miserable
she'd had a fall out with her boyfriend
it was really cute
so anyway i asked her if she had a nice day at school and carry on
then tested her to see if she could count to five
and then i asked if her boyfriend was nice
and she said no he's naughty and started crying
i was like awrrr!
which concludes my theory that girls go for naughty boys and put up with it even at age 3
apparently what had happened was he hit her with a bag by accident so she hit him
and then he asked her for a kiss and she smacked him in the face with her bag
so they had to be pulled apart because they were scrapping
you go girl!

anyway i need to get ready
mwah



x

all i

wanna do is ride bikes with you and stay up late and watch cartoons

my eye hurts
my mum says when it hurts in this manner i probably am lacking in sleep energy
but holly thinks i've had a cock in it
i think it was the first suggestion to be honest

just learnt don't cry out on the guitar
sounds dead sweet if i put the capo on the 4th fret
like a ukelele
but not
i really want a 6 string ukelele
i wonder if it's the same as playing a guitar
but with that stereotypical hawaiian edge

apparently i'm going to be raped to the muffles of dido
..brilliant

i've started moving things in the attic and it looks pretty good so far!
just can't be bothered carting anymore stuff up
so i've set up camp in my bed
first sleep in the new bed tonight
i can wake up and see the sky in the morning
i have to get up really early tomorrow for work so it'll probably still be dark
it's nearly summer though so you never know
may catch the sunrise
that'd be good
i much prefer sunrise to sunset
dead peaceful with no-one to ruin it because the majority of this lazy country will still be in zzz land


i think this is really cute :)
anyway..

back to school in 2 days
still got loads of work and i have no idea when i'm going to fit it in because i haven't much time left when i'm not at work
bummer
i reckon a few late nights will do it
i always do this and leave everything to last minute
why do i never learn!



x

i just

plurked jordan
hahahaha

today was nice
went to the park to watch my mums boyfriends daughter racing
bumped into a couple of friends and ended up just eating crappy cheeseburgers and sunbathing
i made a dead good daisy chain bracelet to wish jack good look in his race
and i'm sure he purposely broke it
i think it looked quite pretty
he won anyway down to lucky underwear.. apparently

picnic tomorrow!
wondering whether to take my guitar but i think it might get in the way
i want to take a bat and ball but i can't find one so may have to try pasty bag volleyball again
will have to go on a hunt for one

mum's just got back

i've found a really nice fred perry shirt
but i like the majority of fred perry stuff
things are too expensive nowadays!


i will leave you with a picture of a possum



x

!

just seen a shooting star when looking out from the attic window
made a wish
but i can't tell you or else it'd spoil it :)
it's amazing what you see from a window
saw some old woman faffing with some blinds, not being able to get them just right so trying for about 3 minutes

home alone
oh noes!
mum has abandoned me with my high heels and bag
i love how we borrow each others stuff haha
she was meant to be going to this woman's birthday party
but it had to be cancelled because the woman, nina, which i think is a brilliant name fell down the stairs and her two front teeth went through her bottom lip and the others went into her gums
sounds so horrible!
i hate it when teeth hurt and i hate bad teeth
yet i think i want to be a dentist
i'm not bothered that there'll be blood i just hate fleshy blood
like organs
i'd be scared of killing someone if i was a doctor
not on purpose obviously but just if something went wrong
guilt is not a nice thing

today i did nothing really
just sat in the attic allll day and attempted homework
done about 10% of what needs doing
took me awhile to find the percent sign then
oooops

i have a proper job finally on weekends
money coming in, yay!
doing monday and tuesday then weekends from then on hopefully
again i an office but beggars can't be choosers i suppose
i'm pretty good at office stuff but it does get awfully repetitive!

i'm going to go run a bath now i think and have a piece of cake left over from my birthday
what diet?
hahaha oh dear



x

i hope

things went well
i suppose
oh i don't know

well birthday has been and gone and it was brilliant!
sarah's mum came to the door and i looked like a rape victim when i trotted down
always a good look
should have some pictures up tomorrow night when i get my camera lead
took lots and lots
came up with so many inventions between us all
one day i'll go on dragons den with them

i'm going to write more tomorrow when it's not nearly 3am



x

ah

bon iver is so good

x

but now

i don't want anyone else
and it kills me
you kill me but you don't know
and baby i'm not telling nobody

written a bit of a song today

huff puff puff huff!
i am so so so cold
might get an early night tonight so i don't look shit for this pre-birthday dinner tomorrow

today was nice
plomped down to the skate park and played cheese and onion pasty bag volleyball over a bench
we would be pro if it were an actual sport!
olympics 2012
missed the bus TWICE
yet again buses you are not in my favour
sat for an hour at the bus stop and this really sweet old couple sat next to me
speak speak speaking and offering me chocolate
i politely said i didn't want any so my piece got fed to the pigeons
this is the cause of pigeon obesity in the 21st century
mischievous oaps
i read they've started exploding due to picking up fatty foods which peope have littered and their stomachs can't handle it
it's hilarious but is not a laughing matter
anyway
they asked where i came from and the old woman kept falling off the metal bar sitting bit and blamed it on the velvet pants everytime
i think she was just too big for it really

why is nothing good on the tv!
well on this channel
i've lost the remote so i can't change over
oh noes

can't believe i didn't take more pictures today
new camera soon
still not sure whether to bung the tamron lense in there
or save 130 quid
what a decision to make!
probably leave it out
depends

my bed came today
need to put it up tomorrow
diy
joy to the world, i am shit .. at diy
if you hummed that like i just did (the tune) the end bit doesn't fit
but i'll make it

golf
the most exciting sport ever
i can't believe it's even a sport to be honest
whoever came up with the idea must have been some right boring man..or woman
not like the inventer of say rounders
that's got a bit of tension and build ups in it!

were they called ms/miss/mrs/mizz/mr/dr golf?



sarah with a cheeky cornish pasty
hahaha




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'you're the only person

i can speak to and you're looking at me as if i were a child! you stupid stupid man! .. was that me? oh god'
sarah's exam piece
i know it off by heart now too
it's her aptitude, i feel like weeping whenever she performs this

i'm falling for you
it's crazy, man
just
oh
i'm smiling now as i write this
silly
silly
silly

mine and marcus's new riot girl band is going to be called
'THE BLACKPOOL BOYS WITH TITS'
if it ever happens
hahaha
it would take the world by storm i tell you now
'watch this space ;)'

i have to be up early tomorrow
going to lytham for a wander and some brunch


this is going to be a short post
because to be frank
i'm knackered



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wow!

i'm getting one of these :D

life is

a maze
and love is a riddle

the weather is so nice today apart from the wind that has been around for the whole holidays so far
i hate tidying with a passion!
my room is a tip and i have to do some sewing because i've torn loads of clothes within a few months
tut tut tut

i tried a hazlenut yoghurt today which was lurking in the fridge and it was so nice
more hazlenut yoghurts to go on the shopping list, please

for the past couple of times i've rung my mum she's asked who it is :(
so i asked why she needed reminding who her daughter was
she says my voice has changed to more grown up
i don't think it has!

i hope that text was a hint just then :D

my hair's been feeling so dry recently
so this morning i washed it with repairing shampoo and conditioner and it's worked quite a bit
it's not like i straighten it/curl everyday though, maybe once or twice a week!

..it was a hint yay!

i'm not sure whether to go redder or brunetter or to just keep it the same and have a rest
i like both and i miss both and i'm not going half and half
it's one or the other isn't it
ho hum

right i really need to do this room



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oh no

i can't!
oh no oh no oh no

my moccasins have given me sore feet
OR
it might be because i waited an hour for a bus that never came so ended up walking with no coat on for over half an hour
then the bus had the cheek to go past just as i got to my door
ironic
.. line 15 you are not in my favour

my mood is very very low
not suicidal or anything but an 'i wish i could hibernate for 4 months' mood
i feel sick from the waltzers and those grimey chips as well
and yet again i look like a rape victim
not so good

on a brighter note i found the most amazing anime book
the main character's called nina and she's ginger with the same hair as me too!
i've ordered it because i don't think i'll be able to find a book quite so coincidental again :)

i have nothing to do tomorrow i don't think
i want to do something but then again i don't want to leave the house
have to go through town to get anywhere and i've got really bored of it now
blackpool is not in my favour also

since buying angus, thongs and full frontal snogging on dvd (don't judge me for this haha) i've become obsessed with the band the stiff dylans
downloaded all their songs i can find because.. i think they're that awesome

i think i've sussed getting the recordings onto my computer with a little (a lot) of help
oh.. why yes i have
worked finally!
wait..no
'unknown error has occured'
technology
what a mind fuck

kimya dawson always lightens my mood
i really want to go see her live
i think it'd be really good and laid back and everybody would talk and drink cups of tea
only dreams

i thought of some really good lyrics the other morning and the wanker i am didn't write them down so i've forgotten them
sacre bleu

i stil have a bruise from this jab i had about this time last week
wore a dress today so had to put concealer over the yellow monster
can still see it

hello this is my twin

i'm going to get a good book and a good cup of cadbury's finest




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tonight

has confirmed my thoughts
yes!
finally and in good time too
birthday = new way of thinking and freedom
:D

did the recording session with harry last night
went pretty well
was a bit rushed though because the machiney thing kept making a weird noise so spent about half an hour/45 mins trying to fix that in the 2 hour space we had
going to get them up on the myspace tomorrow
www.myspace.com/thebonnyaffect
don't be too critical, first ever time
= nerves!

emz is here curled up in a duvet
went to town today and bought a nice umbrella and some moccasins
eating into my camera fund but nevermind!
now or never

it amazes me how 2 faced people are
not aiming this at someone who's been like this to me but to what i hear other people do!
dear oh dear..

i have growing pains!
i always celebrate them because i really want to g r o w
last time i checked i was 5ft3 and 3 quarters
when i check next time when i'm back for easter term i hope i'm at least 5ft4 and a 1/2
:)
not being too specific or anything

hello abbz by the way if you're reading this
(frequently telling me about the blog i wrote)
i love you!

boy.. you're starting to grow on me!

since going into waterstones the other day i decided that i want to have a mini library in my room when it's all done
bed arrives on wednesday so i can get up there soon
it's an attic conversion thing so i literally mean up :)
it's nice and spacey

i found some darling ray bans on ebay yesterday
they're khaki apparently with like the top bit in cream
bit pricey though!
might get them after the camera so i can get that out the way

<3

anyway i'm going to get a drinkypooooo



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morning

world!
beautiful morning :)



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yay!

found a dress like the ted baker one but not as much $$$$$$$
went shopping today with abbz
lifts + plants are fun
the guy in that shop was the phwoarest thing i've ever seen (!!!)
need to go in there more now

i just missed who was on ch4 music and he was really good
grrr

recording next week!

i found mini chuppa chupps today
they're so sweet!
i think they're fake though
from home bargains, foreign packaging and don't taste the same haha

got my grades back today as we've broken up now
pretty pleased
need to get rid of those couple of c's though :(

dead good mood but tired and have a head ache coming on
gonna make a cuppa tea and go to zzzz before i get cranky

ps. guess who's going to go see paolo nutini?

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jab

hurts
ow ow ow

oh my gosh
deal or no deal is well good tonight
she had the best start ever!
watching the repeat and i know she takes the 50,000££ instead of gambling for 250,000 because xander already spoilt it >:l
i'm really happy for her though!

carpet's being put down soon
got back home and the cat has eaten the underlay
hahahaha

miow!

kfc is so filling but yummy

my grandad is french but he's fluent in english but he still has the french accent
anyway he was trying to say 'tourag' (a type of car) and it was hilarious
i couldn't say it like he did if i tried
had to be there moment
he said i look like one of those chinese dolls
momiji's?
..nice

i have this festival concert thing to do tomorrow evening
i don't know what to wear though
i've been told it has to be 'appropriate'
the music teacher that's organising it said
'no jeans, no trainers, no short skirts allowed.'
think i'll be okay
i'm scared i'll mess up

got our new car tonight!
maximus
i can stretch my legs out now
that makes me sound like i have long legs
(i really don't)
but before we had an audi tt which you had to bend your legs like in most cars
just saying
it's april fools day today
so when we were bringing the kfc back said that i'd spilt gravy down the side of the seat
mum went sick before i could say april fools
.......

12 days till mon anniversaire!
i'm going to run a bath



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YES

I MISSED YOU INTERNET ON LAPTOP
I WILL NEVER TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED AGAIN
MWAH MWAH





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i'm just

a little girl lost in the moment la la la

i always feel sympathetic towards the people that leave with 1p on deal or no deal
the old italian man was well sweet and left with it
dirk doesn't sound an italian name though
i love proper foreign names
like.. pierre and eduardo

paul o grady's dog is dull

i have learnt to hurdle today and that i cannot hurdle
you do not bend
you flex!

boys are so so strange

i was doing work till half 1 this morning
then couldn't get back up the stairs because of all the building work
so
i had to kip on the sofa
i've had one of those burning achy pains in my neck all day from it
g o d
massage?

i love how people who are a twin take advantage of this
ie. wearing the same clothes, hair cuts, etc
i've noticed lots of people do it now!
well on the tv
i don't know any twins
except these girls in my year

for the first time this year i've opened my window to let the sun in!
summersummersummer

i'm sorry i've made things suck
it's just the situation and i had to say something
you'll thank me
you put me in awkward situations
and i'm sorry i laughed
it wasn't at you
i really didn't mean to but when you said i'm being half hearted
it sounded like you said farted
and my sense of humour is really shit


this is a really long post
so i'll end it here


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it was for

the best i think
sometimes you need to take matters into your own hands

my 'schedule' for wednesday is an absolute joke
injection then church service (compulsory) then dentist


jam sandwiches really are top
haven't had one in ages
speaking of '...in ages'
i haven't listened to hellogoodbye
going to download their album now

short post
sleepy



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tom

off shipwrecked
p h w o a r


i hate sundays
i'm cold


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i discovered these this morning






yum
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has the hour gone forward or back?

i found the prettiest colour dress ever today
bit pricey
do i buy it or save the money for my camera!
decisions i really hate making

those month out of date spare rib pringles have
taken their toll and now i feel a tad sick
never a good sign
pah

i want to dye my hair again
dark purpley or proper ginge?
davina mccall: 'you decide'
or maybe red
i'm really not sure

new car comes wed!
we've called it maximus

ooh i've recently found an artist going by the name of lenka
don't know if that's her name or what
but she's really good!
ch ch check her out




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hi first post

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	when something happens in your day that is worth mentioning on your blog (web log) majority is not this don't get your hopes up ha since i woke up i have had a really bad day and been a pessimist no no no hopefully tomorrow will be different i just saw the video of me and harry doing the house finals and i've never known what i sound like singing how strange! ..'shmoke' dear god got a concert to do on wednesday/thursday (not sure which) i was dressed as a boy today for drama as we're doing blue remembered hills miss said she was glad she cast me as a boy was that a compliment or an insult? o h dog just ate my last jelly baby
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