fake blood stains skin

:D!
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
i can't wait!

short post
because my neck hurts from sitting up too long and i need a brew and i have to tidy up a bit and i'd like to play with coco for a bit
i haven't given him much attention tonight
miow
bloc party and him tomorrow
ah i'll try and sleep
but i reckon it's going to be a big fat fail!

niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight <3

i'm

watching juno, dressing gown, cookie dough ice cream <3

sorry all that i haven't updated as daily, weekly, monthly as usual
year 11 is so tiring i just haven't had it in me to do much!
so much work during the day that tires you out and then so much homework
i've been up till about 1 a.m every morning
you get the picture!
i'm a living zombie!
but it's friday = weekend = relax

brb putting the icecream back in the freezer before it melts everywhere and my mum will be like jkehfeiufheqjsj

i have had such a good idea for a new blog but keeping it under wraps whilst i develop it

my mum and i went on the monthly shop today and she bought some gladioli (really quite a nice looking flower)
i was reading the tag on it when i noticed it said 'could be dangerous to cats'
do cats even eat flowers?
it made me laugh anyway
psycho cat meet your contender!

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first blonde. first love.

i can't wait!

and when he asked me 'do you still love me?' i had to look away, i didn't want to tell him that my heart grows colder with each day

some

people can be so possessive and selfish and only have one point of view.. theirs
but i've realised i don't care anymore!
i'm coming back!

music can put you in the best mood ever
well close to it, sat here smiling

it's so strange
we click so so well
i'm so glad we're speaking
i miss you almost unbearably
only that person will know i'm on about them
if you think i might be talking about you, you're wrong
you'll know for certain if you're that person

i'm on the road to recovery in terms of health
last night i was having a meal with my mum and her friend ray
i went on a walk for half an hour part way through because of stomach pains
stomach pains so bad i couldn't eat desert
and that's...pretty terrible!
even if you'e full to the brim after having a sunday roast or xmas dinner you always(!) have room for desert
even if it means un-doing a few buttons
but yes i'm good now
burning some lavender incense sticks
on my last one
must get some more

i just remembered from yesterday complaining about a slug
i hate slugs!
we were in carnforth at ingleton falls you see
and at this time of the year there are lots of slugs
it was so pretty.. slugs or not
it's one of my favourite places :)
my mum said the predictable, 'what has it done to you? it won't hurt you'
i said it hurt me visually
i got one of those motherly tuts
how i love those tuts
tut tut tut

there were 2 men stood by the bus stop i was at today and they looked a bit rough, swearing like sailors, from newcastle i picked up on
i thought they were waiting for a taxi and had been stood there a long time
i offered to order them a whiteside taxi
he was like 'nahhhhhhhh love s'alrite we're waitin for a jail taxi if yano what i mean'
well i'm mingling with the criminals now
but hahahahahaha whiteside taxis
oh noes
i got chatting with them and they were actually real nice!
apparently they're out of jail in 3 weeks and can go home
i didn't dare ask what they were doing time for
maybe they have a tough exterior but are really soft on the inside
like a kinder bueno

everyone should have a listen to matt nathanson
just discovered him now
nice!




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so sorry i haven't updated my blog in over a week!
i've not been in the mood at all to write anything about what's been going on in my world

i really didn't want to write about this first but it's the main thing that's happened
fallen out with my dad for definately not the first but maybe the last time
seriously though i have had enough
i'm getting angry typing right now thinking about him!
my mum says it's just how he is and that he'll never change and i'm sick of tiptoe-ing around him
well maybe that's not the word i should use
i'm not sneaking around but when i'm with him i can't be myself
and after 15 years of existance and being around him i shouldn't have to do that
i do love him but sometimes i just think i'm only sticking around so he can pay for my school fees
i really shouldn't have to think about this
i wish i had a nuclear family sometimes
it would be so so so much easier
i wouldn't have to pack up my life and switch houses every couple of days
i wouldn't have to solve arguments all the time between them
oh the list could go on and on!

update on the boys front - non existant

however i'm nice and full from my banana on toast and cup of tea
i'm feeling a bit swiney today
full of a cold, keep sneezing and my throat's all clogging
great stuff!

about half an hour i heard a massive crash downstairs
and i was like oh god oh god who's breaking in!/what's happening!/what's the cat done!
all the thoughts that went through my head
i even had a horrible image of my dad coming in and killing me
(tehehehehe)
looking through all the rooms in the house and finally found the culprit of the noise
an old picture had fallen off the wall and smashed
it wasn't even the nail falling out the wall or anything just the string on the back which held it up had snapped
i have a feeling i'm going to be blamed for it even though i was two flights up but nevermind
only god can judge me . . hahaha

i had my hair dyed yesterday this lighter colour
i was sat in the hairdressers and they told me the dye had to be left on for an hour and i just giggled and said 'no, really?'
..they weren't joking
just had to sit reading about things i didn't remotely care about
ie. katie price
fuck off fuck off fuck off
but i'm pretty pleased with it!
when i was walking through town later these 2 chav boys were behind me
one said GINGER and then the other hit him and said he liked the colour
i just walked off laughing :)
it was full of punks because it's the rebellion festival
some looked really good but some looked really naff
really really naff
but ja! i wanna go next year i think
i had no idea it was on this year until i got into town with a floral dress on
... i fitted in loads

anyway i'm going to go do stuff



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i'm so confused
i don't like this
one bit
i hate it when i think into things in depth because more often than not i end up expecting the worst outcome

i'm hungry, restless and need a cuddle to be honest!

food, bath, book, bed!

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update:
put herbert on the window sill for water and when i came back after getting something to eat he'd gone
i am truly saddened, my little one eyed friend may be lost in the wilderness of lancashire

today i went to town and spent all my money which i said i wouldn't
but there we go!
got the ink for the pen and some other bits and bobs
but yes i'm truly spent up
i even had to borrow some money for my bus fare
oh nina

my bus journey there i found hilarious
i must have looked a right tit sat on the back seats on my own cackling :')
first thing that set me off was a guy that came on and he looked like an older version of the guy in stewart little
his owner with the glasses
twin or what!
then a quite plump ginger child was at the next bus stop we were approaching and he was blatently waggling his arms about in the air for the bus to stop which looked funny in the first place
but the fact the bus drove right past him and he started legging it after the bus made it that little bit more amusant
it just gets a bit childish from then on to be honest
......
but hey ho it kept me occupied!

mum and boyfriend have split up
i don't know if i'm happy about that or not
he seemed nice enough to me but my mum's explained
she's a 'milf', any takers?

walking for the bus home through town with the gang
about 60 lambrettas and vespas went past and parked up outside the theatre
well i was extatic
it has sparked my craze for them again
got pictures, just need to upload them
saw a snazzy silver and white one
i really want the mod era to be revived properly
not just the odd fred pezza polo
sometimes i wish i was born in the 50's so i'd be able to have 'amphetamine-fuelled all-nighters' and dance along to the yardbirds :(
oh well
you can only wish i suppose

anyway i'm tired and i have to be up early tomorrow
learning to skateboard!
hope i don't look too butch carrying the board to the prom
might just take a massive bag to hide it until it's needed
night bloggers


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whilst you're out to play, do you think i ' m g o i n g t o w a i t?

i have a bird called herbert!
i was walking my dog when i found a little bird on his side with a broken wing
well i carried him round on my journey
he's in a padded out urban outfitters box watching t4 on the beach now
he likes the saturdays and beth ditto however he doesn't like n-dubz
he turned around in his box and shunned them when they came on hahaha... anyway, i'm going to nurse him until he gets better

expecting a lie in this morning i was rudely awoken at 9:30 am and whisked off to the lake district
dad told me it was a farm show we were going to but when i got there it was a car show
liar liar pants on fire
i was cold, hungry and pretty tired nevermind bored but i think i'd just put myself in a negative mindset
i ended up really enjoying it although i ate a sharp chip and it scratched my throat
i saw my dream car
i've always wanted a mustang but this was the most beautiful 1967 for mustang i'd ever seen!
it was a metallic forest green and in really good nic!
i saw a whippet that was the spitting image of Cameron Diaz and bought a fountain pen from the 70s that has a bladder pump thing inside it so i need to buy a pot of ink
i can see me getting it everywhere

i'm totally gay for sophie ellis bextor
wish i had her cheek bones

anyway i'm gonna go get ready
have to go to a 21st in preston tonight
'smart casual'
.. ... .

whatever that means



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maybe

i should start training for the olympics
for i have proved i'm pretty damn good at badminton
...in comparison to the 'j meister' anyway ;)
j meister vs. n dubz
oh man!

i have growing pains in my shins which are keeping me awake
however i'm not very tired anyway so i'm not going to complain too much

was watching the tv last night and i had a revelation!
there was an advert for people in africa needing a bit of germ free h20
and the same old same old 'has to walk 2 hours, bare foot for safe drinking water' came up
WELL here's the crafty mind shower i had
(i am politically correct. well getting there..)
why don't they move their little mudhouses next to the river!?
they could even have a little moat around their cosy abode
see
if only people thought of simple ways to resolve the problem instead of ones ever so in depth
ie. unisex, unisize mud skates which get them there quicker

my shins are easing off so i shall try and get an early night
well as early as 2:20 am gets



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sick

of being walked all over
i know who my real friends are now and i'll stick by them as they've stuck by me
i've become so good at reading people and i'm going to start using that to my advantage
so that in the long run i won't get inevitably hurt
of late i haven't been my true self
i've been so so stupid and only just realised, you can't even imagine
i'll be back to my old self soon who i haven't seen for awhile nor have many others
i'm working towards it
i promise



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sat

at work, ipod's frozen, back ache, that little bit very bored
go figure my mood!

i am an optimist, honestly

hi josh nicol
i know you're reading my blog
brew soon, disney kid?
love you, x

tehehehehehe

apparently swine flu has hit mcdonalds in fleetwood
oh noes
what if someone sneezed inside a happy meal!?
should have on the side of the box:
comes with free toy and swine flu
silly pandemics
i don't like diseases
i'm quite the hypochondriac
c'est merde

closing time at the office now so i shall update you later, mon amies




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i

thought it was tuesday today
i was very sure of it and looking forward to orange wednesday tomorrow
oh pooooooey

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can you disconnect the feeling factory?

what a

pickle!

the wedding was really beautiful!
after a 2 hour journey there with a naff ipod it was really worth it
the church was so lovely and over 800 years old
here's the part where the boffin comes out of me haha
if you add me on facebook you'll be able to see the pictures
- 'nina harrison'
was more than snap happy at the event

dyed my hair and ended up picking an auburn box up instead
i got nervous when i was actually at the shelf and 'caved'
but i like it like this now so :)

<3

had a tasty bbq today
trekked to the beach to have it but when we got there it was SO windy
too windy so me and simo ended up just taking off our shoes and paddling in the sea
over exaggerating a graze to be a jellyfish sting
i offered to wee on it to sooth it and he rapidly changed his theory on how the mark came about :D
silly me wore heels and worst came to worst
i got a blister and had to take my shoesies off
simo really was a superman at this point and offered to take his shoes off too so that i didn't feel i looked as much of a tit on my own with no shoes on
so off we trotted back to his for the bbq shoeless
endlessly stepping on little stones but nevertheless it was funny


oh yes and whilst we were sat outside a little arcade on the prom an old man came up behind me and sniffed my hair
i was clueless what had happened until i was told
how very strange
only in blackpool

i would very much like a little louis vuitton bag but if i did have one i reckon everyone would think it's fake
because to be quite frank .. most are
so is there much point in getting one?

anyway zz time for me!



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i'm

going to dye my hair red
i've decided
watched a bit of series 3 skins and again i've fallen in love with the twins's hair colour so!
it's gonna have to be done after friday though because i have a wedding to go to
and i don't think they'd appreciate the colour at such an important event!

i absolutely hate accusations
making the minority a majority
h8 u 2k9




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i

miss you which is shit
because you're a shit
shit

my cat is ill :(

i know this because since i've been home i found him sat in my gym bag
and he hasn't got out for 2 hours
this isn't normal because he doesn't like bags
unless they're tesco's bags for life which smell wheaty

just smacked my head on the attic roof
djskhdjefeJ
i hope i don't die like that woman did who was skiing
i'm worrying now
oh noes!

today i went to the sandcastle swimmin'
was fun fun
a very sexy lifeguard splashed me and got my hair wet
i wasn't too pleased but i let him off because..he was sexy (?)

mum's found a new boyfriend!
he's nice and has a farm!
moooooooooooo
they said i can go milk some cows if i wanted
i love how they said it as if it was a general hobby of mine

the head ache is coming

had a gig on friday night at west coast in blackpool
was pretty good
i sung ma heart out and yeah
was good!
had some well funny company my ribs hurt loads

oh fucking hell get kelly clarkson off the speakers
stupid neighbours
i could spit on them from my window
but no
i'm a classy lady of course

i'm going to go find some food
that macademia nut cookie hasn't left a pleasant taste in my mouth
yuk

can someone donate me an ipod?
pretty please?

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