wow!

i'm getting one of these :D

life is

a maze
and love is a riddle

the weather is so nice today apart from the wind that has been around for the whole holidays so far
i hate tidying with a passion!
my room is a tip and i have to do some sewing because i've torn loads of clothes within a few months
tut tut tut

i tried a hazlenut yoghurt today which was lurking in the fridge and it was so nice
more hazlenut yoghurts to go on the shopping list, please

for the past couple of times i've rung my mum she's asked who it is :(
so i asked why she needed reminding who her daughter was
she says my voice has changed to more grown up
i don't think it has!

i hope that text was a hint just then :D

my hair's been feeling so dry recently
so this morning i washed it with repairing shampoo and conditioner and it's worked quite a bit
it's not like i straighten it/curl everyday though, maybe once or twice a week!

..it was a hint yay!

i'm not sure whether to go redder or brunetter or to just keep it the same and have a rest
i like both and i miss both and i'm not going half and half
it's one or the other isn't it
ho hum

right i really need to do this room



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oh no

i can't!
oh no oh no oh no

my moccasins have given me sore feet
OR
it might be because i waited an hour for a bus that never came so ended up walking with no coat on for over half an hour
then the bus had the cheek to go past just as i got to my door
ironic
.. line 15 you are not in my favour

my mood is very very low
not suicidal or anything but an 'i wish i could hibernate for 4 months' mood
i feel sick from the waltzers and those grimey chips as well
and yet again i look like a rape victim
not so good

on a brighter note i found the most amazing anime book
the main character's called nina and she's ginger with the same hair as me too!
i've ordered it because i don't think i'll be able to find a book quite so coincidental again :)

i have nothing to do tomorrow i don't think
i want to do something but then again i don't want to leave the house
have to go through town to get anywhere and i've got really bored of it now
blackpool is not in my favour also

since buying angus, thongs and full frontal snogging on dvd (don't judge me for this haha) i've become obsessed with the band the stiff dylans
downloaded all their songs i can find because.. i think they're that awesome

i think i've sussed getting the recordings onto my computer with a little (a lot) of help
oh.. why yes i have
worked finally!
wait..no
'unknown error has occured'
technology
what a mind fuck

kimya dawson always lightens my mood
i really want to go see her live
i think it'd be really good and laid back and everybody would talk and drink cups of tea
only dreams

i thought of some really good lyrics the other morning and the wanker i am didn't write them down so i've forgotten them
sacre bleu

i stil have a bruise from this jab i had about this time last week
wore a dress today so had to put concealer over the yellow monster
can still see it

hello this is my twin

i'm going to get a good book and a good cup of cadbury's finest




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tonight

has confirmed my thoughts
yes!
finally and in good time too
birthday = new way of thinking and freedom
:D

did the recording session with harry last night
went pretty well
was a bit rushed though because the machiney thing kept making a weird noise so spent about half an hour/45 mins trying to fix that in the 2 hour space we had
going to get them up on the myspace tomorrow
www.myspace.com/thebonnyaffect
don't be too critical, first ever time
= nerves!

emz is here curled up in a duvet
went to town today and bought a nice umbrella and some moccasins
eating into my camera fund but nevermind!
now or never

it amazes me how 2 faced people are
not aiming this at someone who's been like this to me but to what i hear other people do!
dear oh dear..

i have growing pains!
i always celebrate them because i really want to g r o w
last time i checked i was 5ft3 and 3 quarters
when i check next time when i'm back for easter term i hope i'm at least 5ft4 and a 1/2
:)
not being too specific or anything

hello abbz by the way if you're reading this
(frequently telling me about the blog i wrote)
i love you!

boy.. you're starting to grow on me!

since going into waterstones the other day i decided that i want to have a mini library in my room when it's all done
bed arrives on wednesday so i can get up there soon
it's an attic conversion thing so i literally mean up :)
it's nice and spacey

i found some darling ray bans on ebay yesterday
they're khaki apparently with like the top bit in cream
bit pricey though!
might get them after the camera so i can get that out the way

<3

anyway i'm going to get a drinkypooooo



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morning

world!
beautiful morning :)



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yay!

found a dress like the ted baker one but not as much $$$$$$$
went shopping today with abbz
lifts + plants are fun
the guy in that shop was the phwoarest thing i've ever seen (!!!)
need to go in there more now

i just missed who was on ch4 music and he was really good
grrr

recording next week!

i found mini chuppa chupps today
they're so sweet!
i think they're fake though
from home bargains, foreign packaging and don't taste the same haha

got my grades back today as we've broken up now
pretty pleased
need to get rid of those couple of c's though :(

dead good mood but tired and have a head ache coming on
gonna make a cuppa tea and go to zzzz before i get cranky

ps. guess who's going to go see paolo nutini?

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jab

hurts
ow ow ow

oh my gosh
deal or no deal is well good tonight
she had the best start ever!
watching the repeat and i know she takes the 50,000££ instead of gambling for 250,000 because xander already spoilt it >:l
i'm really happy for her though!

carpet's being put down soon
got back home and the cat has eaten the underlay
hahahaha

miow!

kfc is so filling but yummy

my grandad is french but he's fluent in english but he still has the french accent
anyway he was trying to say 'tourag' (a type of car) and it was hilarious
i couldn't say it like he did if i tried
had to be there moment
he said i look like one of those chinese dolls
momiji's?
..nice

i have this festival concert thing to do tomorrow evening
i don't know what to wear though
i've been told it has to be 'appropriate'
the music teacher that's organising it said
'no jeans, no trainers, no short skirts allowed.'
think i'll be okay
i'm scared i'll mess up

got our new car tonight!
maximus
i can stretch my legs out now
that makes me sound like i have long legs
(i really don't)
but before we had an audi tt which you had to bend your legs like in most cars
just saying
it's april fools day today
so when we were bringing the kfc back said that i'd spilt gravy down the side of the seat
mum went sick before i could say april fools
.......

12 days till mon anniversaire!
i'm going to run a bath



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